It will come as no surprise to faithful readers that I deal
with my emotions through writing. When all was said and done, I sat at my
computer in an empty room and vented. I tried to capture not only the events
that had just occurred, but the play of emotions – both the ones I felt and the
ones I observed in others.
And then I compartmentalized it. I set the event aside and
went on with life as if nothing had changed. Because really, nothing had. The
sun still rises, everyone came out of the event alive and well and life moves
on.
Yet it was still in the back of my mind, coming to the front
at odd times. What might I have done better? Would there have been a way for me
to act faster?
So it probably shouldn’t have come as a surprise that,
having read an entire book yesterday that’s in the police-procedural genre, I
sat down this morning and wrote my experience into a scene using a character
who is an old friend. I didn’t know she had another story in her when I
started, but half-way through she poked her head in and claimed the scene for
her own.
One of the interview questions I get often is, “How much of
your writing is based on experience?” In fact, you can hear my usual answer here. But with the story that got started today, I can honestly say the
emotions in the scene I wrote today are real, although in the interest of full
disclosure, Callie’s dealing with a gunshot wound and I dealt with something
MUCH less traumatic.
Still, writers write what we know. And what we don’t know,
we learn. Sometimes through experiences we just as soon wouldn’t rather have.
Play safe,
Diana
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